fuck you cit

the other day i realized i am going to hell
here is the rundown

so in my chem lecture supplement thing on sunday, we were going over balancing redox reactions.
now, my professor person is one of the nicest people i have ever met so i feel really bad that he is morbidly obese. this is not the bad part. anyway. the reaction we were balancing happened to have really big numbers and he was fudging up the numbers.

p: oh haha im not used to seeing such large numbers.
s: (in my head) really? not even on the scale?


im a bad person.

i went over my internet usage today

i realized i am definitely going to get diabetes because i consume sugar like a fat kid

i also had a second lunch.

it bothers me that my keyboard does not have a del button, a home button, and an end button.

here we go!

Tomorrow, I'll get up at 6:30 a.m. and move in to what I'll call "home" for the next three months at the most. It sounds like such a not big deal. So why am I being so freaking sentimental?

I'm not sure.

I'm sitting in my hotel right now, watching the Mythbusters, one of my ULTIMATE favorite shows ever. It's nice to have so many choices of what to watch.

We've spent a lot of money getting my dorm stuff and what not, and now, I'm getting very excited now. Hella NU freshmen were doing their shopping too and I ran into the girl living like three doors away from me in the bus on the way to the car rental. :) It's been a lot of fun hanging with my mom and doing shopping and stuff, but also a lot of walking. The lack of sleep during the last days at home, packing and doing nothing, is now catching up on me though. And these zits on my face are not ready to make their first-day impressions. blah.

I think that I am this sentimental because this is the moment when I become independent, away from my family. This is the point at which I have to start over and make new friends, find my niche, BE HEALTHY (so important!!!!!), and still be me.

:( I will miss my mom.

and my brother and dad, of course. But my mom mostly :P

Three months fly by though. And it will be Christmas, the best time of the year, in no time. SUCH MIXED FEELINGS! I hope that plasticferocity stays updated frequently <3

miss y'all!!!